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| Wednesday, October 25, 2006 |
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I want to sing
Until i am lost in Your presence
Worshipping before Your throne
Move by Your Spirit
Entering into Your flow
How precious this moment
Lord i want You to know
Its You, You who have won my heart
Taken me into Your arms
Comforted me like a friend
Your love
Surrounded me from the start
I never want to be apart
From You ever again
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| (Melissa) ♥ 11:40 PM |
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| Tuesday, October 24, 2006 |
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My tann is gone!!!..one day onli..
hahas well yesterday was quite fun..
"ahh deep,very deep man cant swim!"
"ehh actually not v deep only two meters wad!"
"For him la,oei,for him onli"
ohhh nooo so sad la...but its just so funny im sorry i jus cant stop luffing,till now!hahahs
missed the musical fountain,its been ages since i saw it..
one fine day i wanna take a whole day to explore sentosa, i wanna go up the merlion,i wanna take the cable car,i wanna see the musical fountain,i wanna take the chairlift again,i wanna go see the underwater world,i wanna do things i've never done on sentosa island.Time we shouldnt just fully take advantage of the sandy shores,the blanket of waves and sun that embraces us =)
mummy daddy is just so sweet, think its their honeymoon period again
dad brought mum to sentosa after her usher meetings today..walk along the beach,walked across the romantic palawan bridge(hand in hand i guess),went up the tower..sweet?..and they're in their 40s..i wished i would be able to spend time with my husband like that in future too.aww~..hahas..the dvd i watched, the tv serials i watch all lovely couplely shows,it just tickles my heart so hard that it makes it itch badly!..but but but,im trusting in God's provision..
ahhh but its such a long time!..but oki i will obey,i will wait...aww~ |
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| (Melissa) ♥ 10:55 PM |
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| Saturday, October 21, 2006 |
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GT Zone Meeting 20 OCT 2006
The meeting was great!, new faces-->our family is growing and will conti growing!
message was about Living Your Best Life Now..enlarge Visions,speak life changing words and Be happy with who you are =)
Had an offering drama,hahas so funny and cute..the lil boy giving his 2fish n a loaf..hahas who ever thought james would be that lil boy,with that hairstyle,with that specs,with that outfit..ohh noooo..hhahahas!..Cedric kang was great,with a creative touch to his script and acting hahas,a rock star look a like singing ah nu's famous song..*faints*..hahas enjie with a high pitch "unbelieveeeable"..big chicken wing that cindy "tabao" from the miracle feast..hahas its really funny! *two thumbs up*
Isaac did the zone video,it looks really style but bcuz of the technical problem it cant be fully played..so sad~..but be sure to catch it in our zone website okii?!..dun let his hard work come to nothing..
overall was really great,the last time was 6 mths ago in april..time really pass fast huh..in a blink of eyes 6 mths has passed,and things have all changed. =) That's when i rmb first chatting with you online,u asked me for my email add,and we kept seeing each other before zone meeting at bugis,you were working there,i was doing my shopping there with my cousin and brend. =) well things have change and lets all move on..get geared up to do a mighty work for God!
I cant wait for the next zone meet,i just love big group meetings! hahas
I just finish doing the cg calendar..i have still yet to finish up my invites,probably in the morning,im tired already~..Really wanna see the Cg grow strong,really pray we will catch the urgency to rise up and take charge,constantly reaching out to our friends,its not a difficult thing to do once u understand that evangelism takes place in the most natural realm..Work hard together N161,we can do it! We can all pick up the cross and run this race,nobody ever said it is a easy straight road,but dun ever give up,lets run towards this vision and reach our goal!..Let us be able to enlarge our vision,be able to see our cg multiplying by early next year and make it come to pass! We can do it,we can! =)) I just wanna say i love all of u! |
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| (Melissa) ♥ 4:11 AM |
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| Thursday, October 19, 2006 |
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alright..haha oki the other modules dun seem too bad thou..hee
naidu class is fun! wee fun!..he breaks us up into halfs and during the lesson
we get to interact,n he makes us really participate in the lesson he teaches,
i guess it does helps in understanding..his module is cool! hahas..he's probably the best looking lect too?..wahaha chest hair,wolverine hair.hahahas
i kinda indulged myself in some new things =))
a new bag,looks nice at least to me?..but sld i have gotten the black one,it'll be nicer?..oki stop regretting,cuz even if u bought the black one u'll regret too..haa
i bought a new lappie cover cuz the pervious one was super big
i got myself a neater look? haa wen for threading on the eyebrowns..OUCCHH!
tts all i can say..really its pain like pulling flesh off..n aft the whole thing it starts to be really hot,felt like putting ice on it..hahas but oh well its neat..
i feel gr8 indulging in the things i wan hahas..*gleemm*
im happy with wad life is at its present state =)..Thank u Daddy God for all things... |
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| (Melissa) ♥ 12:11 AM |
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New term of sch and lecture is utterly boring!!
HMC feels so communication skill,and here again is the famous
comn process..almost every module we've been going through it
Sender-->encodes msg-->msg go thru channel-->reciever decodes-->gives feedback
here goes the whole thing over n over again...
haa first day n we had to split u into grps of 4 and our assignment has been given...eeewww~~ tell me abt it...
Oki after school is straight down to PS had manhattan fish for lunch with
nic,daniel,ben n tim..the peach tea was huge, the butter sauce was great! but the fish so so only..hahas and then went down to le meridian to play pool
it was just a slack & play day for us to relieve after last term's exams.=)
after that went back to PS walked arnd and went over to pacific cafe to chill
and 'nua'..the things there is so EXPENSIVE,thank God for ben,blessed us
for the drink n food..haa
Today in sch we saw jeff,and he's like hottie la,his classmate just came up to him and went hey jeff..!!! and then hugsss!!! hahahs guess wad she's not the only gal hu's doing it,his display pic oso got two other gals thats either hugging him
or lying on his chest..weee~! so hot ar u jeff hahahs!!!..know why he so hot?
know why all the girls hugging him n not u guys?..cuz he's like a gentle giant bear bear hahahs... |
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| (Melissa) ♥ 11:32 PM |
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| Thursday, October 12, 2006 |
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wow!
Daddy God..
I love You, and yes i will do Your works
i lift everything of me into Your hands
..A whole new experience i had! amazing!
totally engulfed totally immersed in Your presence!
I just cant find any other words to say
But i LOVE YOU Jesus,Daddy God...
I LOVE YOU ALWAYS!
Its just You.. =) Its only You! |
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| (Melissa) ♥ 11:37 PM |
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1 more day of agony to freedom!!
c'mon mel..one more paper n u're done n over with this term!!
ahhh~ i dun like man,3papers onli n mdis have to spread them out
so evenly like kaya on bread..3 papers tt lasted over wks..ugrh~!
hurhur...hurry hurry chop chop finish exams at least can play in peace..
eee man..i got my nxt term schdule n guess wad..i got classes all the way to
22nd dec,on christmas day wen everyone is out playing n having loadsa
fun celebrating,i..i...i'll be celebrating too of cuz,but gotta study for exams!! ahh
so sad one, sis dorcas is right,im always forever having exams..haa
n n im so sad too cuz my birthday ahh~~ 1dec got sch 2dec got svc,i dunno man
i wanna book chalet but seems alil impossible..urhh~~
no no no~~~..oki i've been whinny throughout, but bear with it..jus the stress
emotions overwhelming..
wen study with tim n ben again ytd at suntec's mac,its really nice there
probably can go there again in future,free wireless hahas,cusion seating..
saw pst aries hahas..hmm and a few fellow city harvesters having bs..hahas
n lo and behold its already 8..went searching for my lappie cover,i really need
a smaller one,the current one is too big,looks lyk carrying pillow arnd..and then
we ended up at coffeebean,hahas telling ghost stories n angel stories ahhas
n free shutter bus,with tim u always get something free at least cuz hmm he's
lazy so there's always some loop holes here n there when doing things with him
hahahas...
hmm taught tuition today n i got my pay yay! hahas this time gotta save it
n aft tuition ,had some crapping again with tim,chao kuan,hahas light produce
light bro tim..wahahas..den had some really delicious duck rice at hougang with daddy mummy..hehe, wan delicious duck rice call me oki? i noe whr to go now hahas..
hmm lis is nice..hahas since melvin took my "mel",i shall be lis..wahaha..cool
im staring to like it.. =D
oki off to prayer land for my last paper... |
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| (Melissa) ♥ 10:43 PM |
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| Thursday, October 05, 2006 |
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God..oh God~!
"Hear my cry, O God;
Attend to my prayer.
From the end of the earth i will cry to You,
When my heart is overwhelmed;
Lead me to the rock that is higher than i"
Lord please please lead me out of this valley! i dun wana run in circles
i really dun,its tiring its hurting...
Lord deliever me from this...
I dun wanna cry for something that is not mine,
i dun wanna cry because of that wound thats inflicted in my heart,
its been months there's definatly a scar thats left behind wouldnt it?
But Lord heal that scar..i dun wan that ugly scar on my heart anymore!
Take away every soul ties with him lord, take away every inch of dependence on him, take away every ounce of expectation, take away everything that has gotta do with that past..
i said i nvr wanna let go without regreting and i really dun wanna..
let me go of this torment..hear my plead Lord...its been too long too pain.
I wanna do Your works and not be blinded but things obstructing that path..
Lord~ im in desparate need of You..i need You more than anything,more than ever..HELP ME LORD!
she's my sheep,i wanna protect her, yet on another hand im afraid,he'll fall for her,im afraid they'll get too close till theres no turning back..Lord im lost im confuse. I thought he didnt wanna get into a relationship,but yet he entertains one after another..he said im not the only one he has to deal with,he said there are many others,yet he haven dealt n he's into another entangle..how am i supposed to feel lord?..how am i to react?..i dunno~..Guide me Lord..Sld i not be bothered?..but i cant...LORD~!! its bothering me..alot alot..i dun wanna feel this way..
Deliever me from this helpless struggle lord..deliver me i pray....... |
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| (Melissa) ♥ 12:12 PM |
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| Wednesday, October 04, 2006 |
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hahas i woke up late today..
wen to esplande library with tim n ben
hahas hmm shh some secret..
haha but bro tim i din pick up things on floor to eat ok!
hahahs
den wen ah ma hse to see jet boy
ahhh~! he has grown since i last saw him!!
cuter, smarter..hahahs
he said ' i not a crybaby, im a naughty boy'
hahahahhs den he luff at ah ma cuz she din pronunce elmo properly
hahas he's so adorable..i loveeee him!..hahahas
n oh ya their new hse at bedok rias is so so so so so big!
the garden wow!..super big..hahahs i wan a big hse too in future, convenient
for cg nxt time hahahas..
oki now crapping alot with tim online
ahhh~!!..haha he's my new found crapping buddy lol.. |
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| (Melissa) ♥ 12:23 AM |
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Im so tired again!..hahas dun worry its physically tired la..
i've made up for my lost of beauty slp for the last few days but still
im tired..think its the haze tts making my eyes heavy!..urhh~!
thank u brend for buying me tt box of eye drops it does help refresh =)
AHHH~! Exams in 2 more days and i barely noe much abt my stuff =...(
God i need ur help!!..i dun wana go below my pervious standards..
its mugging full time for the nxt 48hrs or less.. =( i dun wan exams!!!
oh well, im not the onli one suffering under the words EXAMS!
my dear jasmine oso..seeing her stress reminds of my days studying for N's & Os..poor gal i noe how it feels..really i do..-huggs- always here wen u need me
if u dun tell me wad u gng thru den i wldnt noe ya..but dun worry too much abt
the thing tt's bothering u ya..always in my prayer =)..dun worry abt ur exams too, Emmanuel,God is with u and He will walk thru it wit u too! press on dear!
afew more days jus tt few more days to freedom ya!..-huggs-
Ytd's cg was one of my most enjoyable time during games..hahas i guess i was
enjoying it the most at least..i dunno abt the rest hahas..but ya it was really funny.."WHO,WHAT,HUH"..stamp feet,shake backside..LOL..funny! hahas
sld play it again some time..
last sat was the last of the helpers training,hmm weeks n weeks of training,
and waking up early was all worthwhile,i learnt many many things which the leaders imparted..a Great training indeed..it really streched my capacity,esp for the last two wks, had to came out wit a two point sermon n preached within 5 mins infront of 20odd ppl..the last one was to tell a story frm the bible and share ur revelation in a discipleship manner..hahas oki it really taught me to step out of my comfort zone and step out in faith..onli thing is i gotta increase my volume, increase my boldness and pray up my spiritman =)..Thank You leaders! truely thank u! =)) |
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| (Melissa) ♥ 10:30 PM |
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